I woke up with his name in my mind, and now i'll be sleeping ,still with his name ..but this time in my heart ♥

Random photo diary-July

what would you want to say to someone who hurt you?

down into the depths of my soul ...
and with all my heart
i Forgive you ..

you don't have to be in-love ,in writing things about love , i guess you just gotta have someone who inspire you.

Seriously,BE PROUD

This insecurity  kills ;

Have you ever been in a situation, where you are so down, and you question almost everything in your life that seems to be imperfect, things that gives you headache and stress., these insecurities formed by nature, media, and people around you, these things that you knew perfectly beautiful to others but to you apparently not, if you do , then you are insecure , insecure to yourself,

 that sucks , that even kills you mentally and emotionally, well let me share with you one of the thoughts I got from a random quote I saw  from someone’s shirt  “BE HAPPY OF WHAT YOU GOT”, and yes indeed , be happy and… Just be happy,

 if you don’t have slim body , like what Victoria secrets models have , YOU ARE STILL SEXY, seriously eat whatever you want, you are still sexy ,if you are worried no one might like you , no one might ask you out, and date you , seriously those who will ask you out , is absolutely a prince, they will look at you for what you are, and not for what looks you’ve got.

If you think you are too old to do this , to do that , remember age is just a number ,I can learn swing even when im 60, tell yourself I can learn how to play piano even when im 40, I can do whatever I want  , I don’t care.

If you don’t have a car , if your savings  doesn’t meet her expectations ; then leave , you don’t have to prove anything for her to like you , after all you can earn what she ask for , but she , she  never  deserve to have you .

Is you are small, be proud , if you are too big , BE MORE PROUD,

If you can’t sing , SING It out Loud , yes sing like a pro, sing everywhere ,anywhere

If you want to dance , but you can’t ,then be someone else,sing ! , if you can’t then STILL DANCE ,dance like no one is looking at you , like thers no tomorrow,

If you don’t have that pointed nose , stand straight and say “yan ay dahil ,PINOY AKO !” atleast be proud of your ethnicity

If you have scars on your leg : wear shorts , wear minis serioiusly.you don’t have to cover those, be proud and say “these are my coin collection” haha- oww you must be so rich :D

If you have that thick eyebrows, very pouty lips and, wow you must be very lucky beautiful , others needs to spent money to re-form those.

If your hair doesn’t fall down so well ,if it doesn’t go the way like on how in shampoo commercial girls hair does,seriously stop going to saloon every week , stop browsing the latest hair trend of kim chui ,or whoever, be proud because you don’t have to have a beautiful hair to look awesome , because you already are.

If you are not so stylish , if you can’t afford to buy those fancy dresses, wear your old  sneakers , shirt and a pair of jeans, because you don’t have to wear the most expensive dress to be a beauty queen , as long as you are comfortable you are Beautiful.

If you don’t have white skin ,If you have darker skin than everyone else, wear orange and  Be proud, seriously, stop buying those expensive soaps and lotions, those were chemicals ,believe me spent those money for somethin else buy FOOD !, Be Proud because God didn’t cook everyone so well, Haha

if you can’t afford to buy the latest gadget or the most expensive bag everyone has, then use the old ones , create new trend ,never ever follow the crowd, let the crowd follow you .

if you think you are too ugly for someone , Please be reminded you ARE So Beautiful to somebody else.

If you don’t believe it , You are amazing

If you don’t want to hear it , you are wonderful

When no one else say this : you are Fantastic!

When you never heard this : you are Great

And If you still don’t know, YOU ARE so BEAUTIFUL

 Karuray Ligaya xoxoxoxo

Article 101 - BAKIT NGA BA MAHAL KITA ; Ngunit ...

Mahal kita , at gusto kong  ipag sigawan sa Mundo na mahal na mahal kita NGUNIT …

Ngunit, subalit, datapwat bagkus..

At ang sigaw ng mga taong litong lito , gulong gulo , at nangangailangan ng malinaw pa sa Wilkins distilled drinking water na sagot  ; BAKEETTTTTTTTTTTT !

Masyado akong inspirado , Sa dami ng kaibigan kong naghinge na ng payo, nag kwento at nag labas ng sama ng loob , tungkol sa pagkalito , pag ka gulo at pagkabaliw nila sa mga taong nagbigay ng kalituhan sa buhay nila kung bakit hanggang ngayon hindi sila mapangatawanan ng mga taong ; una ng nagsabing “Mahal Sana kita Ngunit…”

Karamihan sa mga taong nalagay na nga sa alanganin ay iisa lang ang tanong ..

“PERO BAKETT ?”

Isa isahin natin ang dahilan :

Mahal Kita Ngunit :

1) Masyado pa kong Bata para pumasok sa relasyon -> e hanggang kelan ka ba nya aantayin pag lumabas na yung card mo ng senior citizen ?

-Masyado akong matanda para sayo, you deserve someone your age –>marunong ka pa sa kanya , e ikaw nga mahal nya eh !

- Hindi pa ko ready pumasok sa relationship , Baka masaktan ka lang -> Shabu pa !, hindi mo pala kaya , pero mahal mo sya , SHABU PA !

2)  Hindi kasi tayo bagay Mayaman ka , Mahirap lang ako(Langit ka at lupa lang ako !) -> ayaw mo nun ? , hindi mo na kailangang magtrabaho package na yan oi ! o baka naman talag gusto mo lang maglaro ng langit lupa?

3) Masyado kang maganda/Gwapo para sakin -> Mas pangit ka na nga Choosy ka pa eh noh ?

4)  Strict kasi ang parents ko , saka na daw pag graduate na ko -> Pag Graduate ka na  kasal na sya !

5) Hindi ko pa kasi sya maiwan ,pero mahal na rin kita -> Ayos ah ano ka nanalo na sa lotto , gusto mo pa pati sa jueteng , ang gwapo mo ah , Utang ng Loob MAMILI KA NA !.kung hindi mo kayang mamili , magpakamatay ka na.

6) Hindi ko alam pero , this isn’t right ->  Hindi mo nga alam , tapos this isn’t right ? , gaguhan ba to ?

-) I find it so physically Awkward -> ay taray e! BIG WORD !.andami mong alam, kung insecure ka sa sarili mo wag mo sya idamay , dahil sya mahal ka lang nya  , sabi nga magpapantay din naman kayo sa kama , LOL

- I want you to be Happy->Sinabi mong mahal mo sya , nahulog sya sayo , at ngayon iiwan mo sya ,? Anung kagaguhan ang pag sasabi ng I want you to be happy , kungiiwan mo sya after all ?Billy Crawford ikaw ba  yan ?

7)  Natatakot ako baka pag sinabi ko , Mareject lang ako ->ay  walang masama sa pag tra-try ! , ikaw nga araw araw  umaasa sa Lotto , sa pag ibig pa kaya .DUWAG !..

8) Ayaw ko kasing masira ang pag kakaibigan natin -> bakit masisisra? , Lelevel up nga eh , ayaw nyo nun , may benefits na ..LOL

9) Natatakot kasi ako , baka saktan mo lang ako, Lokohin at Iwan -> well hindi natin masisisi yung iba , pero Its worth the risk , Malay mo diba mag work , EDI SAYANG !

10) Kasal pa ko sa kanya -> ay Tangina mo ! Salawahan !

- Mahal ko rin kasi sya ->  Mamatay ka na !

So what am I saying ?Maliban sa number 10, wala akong nakikitang dahilan kung bakit may mga taong hanggang ngayon , patuloy na nagpapaasa, Nagbibigay sakit ng ulo at dilemma , sa mga taong pinaibig nila , pero hindi nila kayang  pangatwanan ,kung mahal mo ang isang tao , hindi handlang  ang HITSURA , EDAD, kataasan sa buhay at kung ano ano pa , naniniwala ako na ang pag mamahal ay isang bagay na hindi naghihitay , dahil hindi mo sasayangin ang bawat oras na wala sya , at hindi ka mabubuhay ng isang araw ng wala sya , kalokohan ang pag sasabi ng mahal kita kaya , kaya kong mag hintay kahit pa sa dulo ng walang hanggang, gago e di hindi na kayo nagsama ? anu yung guniguning pagibig?, at hindi tumitingin sa kung ano pang dahilan , walang ngunit ngunit , walang bakit bakit ,Kung mahal mo ang isang tao Be Proud and say it to the world !.

At kung hindi naman , mainam lang na bigyan ng closure lahat ng bagay , para walang umaasa, at walang luluha sa huli . Tama?

Lakas ko maka article ng ganito , ako nga di makasabi ..haha

Karuray ligaya,

Inspired by :

bitterness 2013 

xoxo

I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.- Audrey Hepburn

if i am going to be a wife

If I am going to be a wife, I’ll be a good one,

I need to learn everything, from day 1 to each and  every day of our lives

I will learn how to cook and prepare things for him,

My husband will be the luckiest guy in the world; every day will be the most wonderful days of his life,

I’ll make sure that every morning, he’s got he’s coffee as warm as my love

I will kiss him in the forehead, each time he’s headed to work, as a sign of a great day ahead,

While I will save those kisses in his lips, when he comes back.

I will never get tired massaging, when his back aches,

Every Sunday will be our day; we will go out and date

Like it’s the first time.

when he is having a bad day

When no one listen to him, when everyone is against him ,

i will hug him tight , and I will make him reminded that no matter how fucked up he is outside,

There will always be someone waiting for him,  who will understand,

Who will listen, and will never turn her back , when everyone does,

When he is sick , I’ll be his doctor,

When he is confused and in doubt I’ll be he’s adviser

When is in trouble I’ll be his prosecutor

I’ll do my duties beyond on what I have promised

But most importantly I’ll be his very best friend.

And when he is doing something and fail,

I will always be there to say “honey you did great!”

I will always be proud of him,

I will always be there up to his success,

I promise I will never leave

I will fill our home, with lots of photographs

To remind us on how great our lives together,

I am not domesticated women, but it’s going to be a pleasure washing his clothes,

Preparing his breakfast up to his supper,

I’ll be happy to serve him all day with love.

If I am going to be a wife,

I want my husband to look at the world, on how I looked at it, parallel, wonderful and easy

In this way, we live a happy life, with no worries,

we might fight for little things, or even the Big One’s

But, there will be no problem that won’t be fixed, before the day ends.

No matter how difficult it is.

There will be no dull moments,,

Every day is as precious as our wedding day

The only tear that will shed, will be tears of Joy.

We will be family to each other’s family,

He’s friends will also be my friends,

He doesn't have to look at others because I’ll be the most beautiful wife in the world,

He will never ever ask for more, there will be no regrets, because I’ll make sure that he got everything he ask for,

 I am going to treat him like a king, for I know I am going to be his one and only Queen,

As the time pass by , as we grow older,

As Our hair turns gray, and even if he gets bald,

When the wrinkles strike our foreheads

When photographs fade

When everything gets old.

I promise my love will always be as good as new,

I promise to be the wife he asked for

And I promise to be the women , he wanted to share his life with forever…

♥

For the longest time, i want you so bad 

LOVE OVERDOSE

Tindera : Hi ma'am , anu pong hanap nyo ?

 PAGMAMAHAL AT PAGKALINGA .

WHEN A HEART BREAKS.NO IT DON'T BREAK EVEN

HINDI KITA MAGETS

Ano ang mga kalimitan dahilan ng break up : kawalan ng tiwala ?, pagtaba?, ka-landian , babaero? kawalan ng gana ?, anu pa man  ang dahilan , iisa lang ang punto , IIWAN KA !, oo bukas magisa ka nalang , wala ng magdadala ng bag mo , wala ng magtetetxt ng kumain ka na ba ?o baka mapagod ka ha ? bukas iiyak ka at mag yayaya ng inuman,aalis at kokontakin lahat ng kakilala mong Hasler sa pagpapayo, at kahit hindi ka naman nawala !hahanapin mo din ang sarili mo,. ?dahil inspired ako sa pag bre-break ni Billy at Nikki , bumalik sa mga alaala ko ang mga salita na nananalaytay sa taong mahilig makipag laro ;

It's not you Its me - siret na putcha naman , sana una palang sinabi mo pinoy henyo pala to
.
Napag isip isip ko , hindi pa pala ako ready  - e di sana nag training ka muna tontah

Kung talagang tayo kahit saaang sulok ng Mundo,maghiwalay man tayo, tayo pa din sa huli -anak ng kalyo naman o , kung  maghihiwalay tayo ngayon hindi na tayo magkikita pang muli kasi ang bilog walng sulok !

I need to find myself , im so confused : tulungan kita mag hanap,bekie ka na nga bobo pa.

I think i am not Happy Anymore :  e clown pala hanap mo sana sinabi mo nung una palang.

Pagod na kasi ako ,! pagod na pagod ! : ikaw ba naman mag jogging ng tangahaling tapat eh .

Immature ka , too young for me  : anung kagaguhan to ? Sino gusto mo lola ko ?

i just realized i still love my ex : paksyet ka , ako ang unang jowa mo wag kang sinungaling !asa

i am not ready to be attached : ayaw ayaw , kaya pala nag yaya mag sogo.

I love you , but i need to do this ? : wag ka ngang gago kung mahal mo ko hindi mo ko iiwan , pwera nalang kung you need to kill yourself.

Mahal kita , pero  mahal ko din sya  : sabay sabay tayong kumanta sana dalawa ang puso ko"♪♫ tatluhin mo na baka may makita ka pa , SAYAng!

I need Space : e di sana nag astronaut ka .

Aminin .. isa sa mga linyang yan , nasabi na mo na o nasabi na sayo , Payo lang , kung ayaw mong makarinig nga mga ganitong salita, MAGING CHOOOSY !, pumili ng taong alam mo na kahit kailan hindi ka iiwan at higit sa lahat totoong Mahal ka , dahil kahit kailan ang taong mahal ka Hinding hindi ka iiwan .TAMA?

lets just pretend we don't see each other , and pretend we don't care, 

i'll pretend i don't miss you 

I'll pretend i don't love you, when everyday so much i DO.