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Paano ba malalaman pag inlove ka na nga ?how do you know that this is it?how do you know when finally someone unlocked your heart?

INlove na ba ako ?

Karuray ligaya says :

You’re inlove if  :

1) the first and the last thing comes in your mind each time you go to bed and each time you wake up is him/her.

2) you are Jealous , jealous in a good way ,  you doesn’t want to see him with another girl. Everybody knows too much jealousy is one form of possessiveness, but sometimes jealousy is one good sign of being inlove.

3)you wanted to talk to him/her all day long , endless conversations , you wanted to be updated what’s happening on her life every single min. your day can never be complete without each other.

4) you are willing to do everything , without him asking for it , without her demanding for something, you have that initiative to do everything just to keep that person in your life. thats  definitely love.

5) building dreams  together with that person where you want your next ten , twenty or even the next hundred years of your life to be with that person , a day without him makes you so terrible.

6) you become a better person, when love finally arrives youll see the beauty of life. you care , you care for everything , you wanted to take care of him/her always. you just care.

7) you wanted to see him all day, you want to be with him the soonest possible time,to quote a line from a movie” when you met the person you wanted to share your life with , you’d want the rest of your life to begin immediately, because not spending the time with the one you love feels like a lifetime”

8) Happiness,you don’t know why ?, YOU ARE JUST HAPPY , when you think of him / her you suddenly smile.you caught yourself smiling with no reason at all. Just thoughts of that person can make your day oh so sweet .because indeed Love brings joy.

9) Inspiration , the one you chooses to be with you In every step of the way inspires you to be someone better than ever before, he brings out the best in you, she can make you do things you are afraid to do for the longest of time.

10) with that person ,you become someone else ,  you become a person in your parallel world , imagine becoming a cook when you’re not ? Imagine being responsible when you barely save money ?, imagine being a happy go lucky without thinking what’s right and what’s wrong - to someone mature enough to do only the right thing ! when you met that person everything changes , it’s not about being a good cook or money at all ,but the fact that you consider his/her perspective and opinions  in life that’s absolutely LOVE .

 Thers no better words to describe love ,  but as soon as you feel it , that feeling can change your life forever , fireworks, butterflies , colors , you’ll see all the things in such a wonderful way .we can never say how long it’s going to last, but we are hoping,  we want to keep the feeling for the rest of our lives.

and when you feel it , as soon as you have it , keep it ,
fall in love, fall so hard,love as deep as the sea, love like never before , love as wide as the universe,endless... infinite.

karuray ligaya ♥

Article 101 - BAKIT NGA BA MAHAL KITA ; Ngunit ...

Mahal kita , at gusto kong  ipag sigawan sa Mundo na mahal na mahal kita NGUNIT …

Ngunit, subalit, datapwat bagkus..

At ang sigaw ng mga taong litong lito , gulong gulo , at nangangailangan ng malinaw pa sa Wilkins distilled drinking water na sagot  ; BAKEETTTTTTTTTTTT !

Masyado akong inspirado , Sa dami ng kaibigan kong naghinge na ng payo, nag kwento at nag labas ng sama ng loob , tungkol sa pagkalito , pag ka gulo at pagkabaliw nila sa mga taong nagbigay ng kalituhan sa buhay nila kung bakit hanggang ngayon hindi sila mapangatawanan ng mga taong ; una ng nagsabing “Mahal Sana kita Ngunit…”

Karamihan sa mga taong nalagay na nga sa alanganin ay iisa lang ang tanong ..

“PERO BAKETT ?”

Isa isahin natin ang dahilan :

Mahal Kita Ngunit :

1) Masyado pa kong Bata para pumasok sa relasyon -> e hanggang kelan ka ba nya aantayin pag lumabas na yung card mo ng senior citizen ?

-Masyado akong matanda para sayo, you deserve someone your age –>marunong ka pa sa kanya , e ikaw nga mahal nya eh !

- Hindi pa ko ready pumasok sa relationship , Baka masaktan ka lang -> Shabu pa !, hindi mo pala kaya , pero mahal mo sya , SHABU PA !

2)  Hindi kasi tayo bagay Mayaman ka , Mahirap lang ako(Langit ka at lupa lang ako !) -> ayaw mo nun ? , hindi mo na kailangang magtrabaho package na yan oi ! o baka naman talag gusto mo lang maglaro ng langit lupa?

3) Masyado kang maganda/Gwapo para sakin -> Mas pangit ka na nga Choosy ka pa eh noh ?

4)  Strict kasi ang parents ko , saka na daw pag graduate na ko -> Pag Graduate ka na  kasal na sya !

5) Hindi ko pa kasi sya maiwan ,pero mahal na rin kita -> Ayos ah ano ka nanalo na sa lotto , gusto mo pa pati sa jueteng , ang gwapo mo ah , Utang ng Loob MAMILI KA NA !.kung hindi mo kayang mamili , magpakamatay ka na.

6) Hindi ko alam pero , this isn’t right ->  Hindi mo nga alam , tapos this isn’t right ? , gaguhan ba to ?

-) I find it so physically Awkward -> ay taray e! BIG WORD !.andami mong alam, kung insecure ka sa sarili mo wag mo sya idamay , dahil sya mahal ka lang nya  , sabi nga magpapantay din naman kayo sa kama , LOL

- I want you to be Happy->Sinabi mong mahal mo sya , nahulog sya sayo , at ngayon iiwan mo sya ,? Anung kagaguhan ang pag sasabi ng I want you to be happy , kungiiwan mo sya after all ?Billy Crawford ikaw ba  yan ?

7)  Natatakot ako baka pag sinabi ko , Mareject lang ako ->ay  walang masama sa pag tra-try ! , ikaw nga araw araw  umaasa sa Lotto , sa pag ibig pa kaya .DUWAG !..

8) Ayaw ko kasing masira ang pag kakaibigan natin -> bakit masisisra? , Lelevel up nga eh , ayaw nyo nun , may benefits na ..LOL

9) Natatakot kasi ako , baka saktan mo lang ako, Lokohin at Iwan -> well hindi natin masisisi yung iba , pero Its worth the risk , Malay mo diba mag work , EDI SAYANG !

10) Kasal pa ko sa kanya -> ay Tangina mo ! Salawahan !

- Mahal ko rin kasi sya ->  Mamatay ka na !

So what am I saying ?Maliban sa number 10, wala akong nakikitang dahilan kung bakit may mga taong hanggang ngayon , patuloy na nagpapaasa, Nagbibigay sakit ng ulo at dilemma , sa mga taong pinaibig nila , pero hindi nila kayang  pangatwanan ,kung mahal mo ang isang tao , hindi handlang  ang HITSURA , EDAD, kataasan sa buhay at kung ano ano pa , naniniwala ako na ang pag mamahal ay isang bagay na hindi naghihitay , dahil hindi mo sasayangin ang bawat oras na wala sya , at hindi ka mabubuhay ng isang araw ng wala sya , kalokohan ang pag sasabi ng mahal kita kaya , kaya kong mag hintay kahit pa sa dulo ng walang hanggang, gago e di hindi na kayo nagsama ? anu yung guniguning pagibig?, at hindi tumitingin sa kung ano pang dahilan , walang ngunit ngunit , walang bakit bakit ,Kung mahal mo ang isang tao Be Proud and say it to the world !.

At kung hindi naman , mainam lang na bigyan ng closure lahat ng bagay , para walang umaasa, at walang luluha sa huli . Tama?

Lakas ko maka article ng ganito , ako nga di makasabi ..haha

Karuray ligaya,

Inspired by :

bitterness 2013 

xoxo

I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.- Audrey Hepburn

if i am going to be a wife

If I am going to be a wife, I’ll be a good one,

I need to learn everything, from day 1 to each and  every day of our lives

I will learn how to cook and prepare things for him,

My husband will be the luckiest guy in the world; every day will be the most wonderful days of his life,

I’ll make sure that every morning, he’s got he’s coffee as warm as my love

I will kiss him in the forehead, each time he’s headed to work, as a sign of a great day ahead,

While I will save those kisses in his lips, when he comes back.

I will never get tired massaging, when his back aches,

Every Sunday will be our day; we will go out and date

Like it’s the first time.

when he is having a bad day

When no one listen to him, when everyone is against him ,

i will hug him tight , and I will make him reminded that no matter how fucked up he is outside,

There will always be someone waiting for him,  who will understand,

Who will listen, and will never turn her back , when everyone does,

When he is sick , I’ll be his doctor,

When he is confused and in doubt I’ll be he’s adviser

When is in trouble I’ll be his prosecutor

I’ll do my duties beyond on what I have promised

But most importantly I’ll be his very best friend.

And when he is doing something and fail,

I will always be there to say “honey you did great!”

I will always be proud of him,

I will always be there up to his success,

I promise I will never leave

I will fill our home, with lots of photographs

To remind us on how great our lives together,

I am not domesticated women, but it’s going to be a pleasure washing his clothes,

Preparing his breakfast up to his supper,

I’ll be happy to serve him all day with love.

If I am going to be a wife,

I want my husband to look at the world, on how I looked at it, parallel, wonderful and easy

In this way, we live a happy life, with no worries,

we might fight for little things, or even the Big One’s

But, there will be no problem that won’t be fixed, before the day ends.

No matter how difficult it is.

There will be no dull moments,,

Every day is as precious as our wedding day

The only tear that will shed, will be tears of Joy.

We will be family to each other’s family,

He’s friends will also be my friends,

He doesn't have to look at others because I’ll be the most beautiful wife in the world,

He will never ever ask for more, there will be no regrets, because I’ll make sure that he got everything he ask for,

 I am going to treat him like a king, for I know I am going to be his one and only Queen,

As the time pass by , as we grow older,

As Our hair turns gray, and even if he gets bald,

When the wrinkles strike our foreheads

When photographs fade

When everything gets old.

I promise my love will always be as good as new,

I promise to be the wife he asked for

And I promise to be the women , he wanted to share his life with forever…

♥

lets just pretend we don't see each other , and pretend we don't care, 

i'll pretend i don't miss you 

I'll pretend i don't love you, when everyday so much i DO.

“ pag nagmahal ka , magtira ka para sa sarili mo”

Sabi sa kanta “too much love will kill you”, pero nakapagtataka na hanggang ngayon buhay pa ako . bakit? Siguro kasi yung buong buhay ko wala na kong ginawa kung ang magmahal ng lubos , mula sa Diyos,pamilya , hanggang sa huling balat ng kendi na kinain ko mahal ko , mahal ko lahat !kaya immune na immune na ako . madali akong ma-attach sa isang bagay , siguro ganun talaga pag ka sentimental kang tao, ikaw lagi yung nagmamahal  ng lubos kesa dun sa counterpart mo ,ako yun ! akong ako , kaya minsan sa sobrang taas ng pagmamahal ko sa isang tao , ganun din kataas yung huhulugan ko kapag ako nasaktan , SOBRANG SAKIT, yun ang bagay na alam kong kadikit na /kasunod na, parang matik na ba .. pero ako kahit ilang beses na kong Umakyat  ng napakataas , Nahulog ng napakataas at nasaktan ng napakasakit , hindi parin ako tumitigil , sabi nga ,”commiting mistake once is ok , but twice youre an ass” wala akong pakialam kahit magmuka pa kong Ass, kasi para sakin hindi mistake ang pag ibig ,kahit kelan hindi isang pagkakamali ang pagmamahal ,siguro sa ibang bagay pwede pa, pero pagdating kasi sa Feelings iba na e,when I said feelings I mean feeling of being inlove . ibang iba , kahit alam mong mali , kahit alam mong isusugal mo lahat ng emotion mo , parte ng katawan , pera , oras isusugal mo bawat Segundo ng buhay mo , goh ka pa din , bakit? Kasi nagmamahal ka . sa lahat ng feeling na mararamdaman mo sa buong buhay mo , yung pag ibig ang hindi mo macocontrol, kasi pag yan dumating at dumapo sayo, parang kanser hindi mo mapipigilan lala-la , unti unting kakainin yung laman loob mo , utak puso isama mo na yug ATAY,

Ang pagmamahal ng sobra ay parang pag kain ng chocolate , sobrang sarap pero pag sumobra hindi lang diabetes, pagtaba, pagkasira ng ngipin at marami pang ibang sakit ang makukuha mo pag nasobrahan ka, very mainstream at gas gas na pero totoo siguro yung laging payo ng mama ,papa , tiyahin , kapatid,bespren,kaopismate,pari,boss,at yung mga taong pinagkwentuhan mo na ng lablife mo na palaging pumapalpak: “ pag nagmahal ka , magtira ka para sa sarili mo” .

Stages of being  Inlab (in the wrong way)

1) stage 1- mahal mo sya,gusto mo sya lagging katext ,kausap at pagnikikita mo sya walang paglagyan ang kasayahan mo, sa kanya umiikot ang mundo mo .alam mo na mahal ka din nya ,magpapaksal kayo at habang buhay magsasama,.

2)Stage 2 –Mahal na mahal mo sya , dito na dumarating yung pagseselos ng pakonti konti ,hindi mo lang sya gustong laging makausap , gusto mo din syang laging kayakap , kahit hindi pa kayo kasal ibibigay mo na ang sarili mo !oo ganun katindi kahit stage 2 palang.

3) Stage 3 – o mini paranoia, hindi lang selos kundi poot yung nararamdaman mo pag nakita mong may kausap syang iba – TAKE NOTE : Kausap lang ha , pero sa paningin mo nagsesex na sila.dito din pumapasok yung linyang,”lahat hahamakin para lang sa iyo mahal ko” totoo yan . hindi na kailangang ielaborate pa.

4)Stage 4 – sa sobrang pagmamahal mo sa kanya , kahit anong pagkakamali ang gawin nya sayo , kahit na ilang beses ka pang masaktan anjan lka parin handa syang patawarin , pwede din tawaging “NUMBNESS stage “ o martir ka na .pwede ka ng sabitan ng sampaguita at tayuan ng rebulto,sa sobrang kadakilaan mo.PWEDE ka ng SAMBAHIN !

5)Stage 5- mini Malignant- konting konti nalang  BALIW ka na .Obsess kung baga ! yung kulang nalang igapos mo sya , ikulong  at lagyan ng super glue yung mga kamay nyong dalawa para sayong sayo na sya.yung tipong kahit alam mong isa ka nalang na nagmamahal go parin ,kahit ano gagawin mo para mapunan yung gusto at pangangailangan nya ,kahit na magpakababa ,at lokohin mo na pati sarili mo mahal mo parin, in short Diyos mo na sya.

LAST STAGE –Stage 6 : idadaan ko nalang sa example

(girl baliw version)

Tonyo : hon may inuman kami .

Bebang:san ? bakit?

Tonyo: jan lang sa may malapit na bar,birthday ng office mate ko

Bebang: may babae ?

Tonyo: meron tatlo pero office mate ko lang

Bebang: (in renz verano voice) SASAMA AKO.]

Tonyo: pero hon kasi office mate lang

Bebang : SASAMA AKO !

Tonyo: heto nanaman tayo.matagal na kong nasasakal sayo, ayoko na ng ganito,gusto ko ng makipaghiwalay.

Bebang: Hindi !(in renz verano birit voice)

Tonyo:pe….r

BEBANg : MAGPAPAKAMATAY AKO (in renz verano highest note voice)

Ganyan ang pag ibig , masarap , nakakainspire, nakakaganda ng araw ,nakakapagtama ng mga mali,pero pag sumobra, lintik mababaliw ka ,sisirain yung buhay mo hanggang sa wala ng matira .hanggang sa pati utak mo nakain na ,masarap mag mahal,masarap mahalin. Pero mas masarap kung ang pagmamahal sa isang tao , ay sasamahan muna ng pagmamahal sa sarili.

Yun lang♥♥♥