Dreary nights
mornings so blue
And i dont know what to do..

one sided

prerequisites

I couldnt understand why am i good when it comes to giving advices to friends .I can even write a book or two.and conduct my own spiritual talks .but why is it that when it comes to my own issues i coudnt apply any of those words .
I guess the purpose of my existence is to make friends ok. Comfort them and make them realize how beautiful their lives are

Inspired by a friend who currently having her life crisis and heartbreaks. where she cant manage to do her job correctly and ends up getting in to trouble .as a very concern friend ofcourse i have to make her ok!and get her out of the coma she's having for a very long time... the heartbreak coma.

Getting attached to someone and falling deeply inlove , people  tend to give everything they have. Dedication. Care.trust. Love and everything they could give.and we all know that loving deeply causes two possible things that one should be ready for:
; to succeed or to fail. And not everybody are lucky enough to found love the soonest, for the people who fail they have to go through the pain and a process w/c i call the prerequisites of life..

1.accept
2.let go
3.move on
4.start again
5.be happy.

-》Acceptance, the stage where u have to feel the pain . Its not going to be very long but i am warning u the pain is more painful than u ever thought .heavier than a wrestler .the scariest feeling than seeing a ghost. part of the process is to accept that we cannot control evrything and everyone. We canot force them to be the person we want them to be . Or force things
To happen the way we want it to .and most importantly Accept the fact that you are in pain . Never ever lie to urself that u are ok when u knew u are one of the victim of the wrecking ball. Well unless you wanted to keep the burden for the rest of your life ..

-》Let go.let it go just like in the song making it and passing the first level is going to be your prerequisite in the letting go process.after u have felt and absorbed all the pain .automatically your heart and mind will get used to it. But remember u dont have to store it longer inside. u have to release and let it go. For you to be able to do that you gotta be very very strong .not only in releasing the feeling but also letting go of the people that causes you pain . Its not going to be easy but remember you cannot keep someone who will prolong your agony. People that is unhealthy in your life just like fats in ur body should be released.

-》move on and start again.for some Moving on is never easy and starting again is very scary.it takes a lot of courage . But the secret is when u learn and pass the last processes these two are going to be very easy. Take it as a new chapter of your life. Where things are going to be more exciting . Create a bucket list and a vision board of everything u wanted to do but didnt have a chance to in the past years. Create something new and before u know it u just discovered an artist .an architect A designer maybe or someone u never knew u have inside you.

-》its funny how the ending part of the process was actually just the beginning of a new life the beggining of the real purpose of life... Happiness.


<3.
Karuray ligaya

w/ the dragon dancers .

KARMA

DISCLAIMER:

Someone might ask, or claim I strike them through words, , I may be inspired by your violent act but This article do not pertain to “someone” , you will never find your name here, but if the shoe fits wear them.

“Insecurity is the Root of all Bad things in the world” 

I was victimized, I was hit behind , I was bullied and criticized, I was betrayed by the people I once called a “friend”, or even worst a Family ,and  I asked myself a million times , why?, what  have I done wrong ?, or did I ever did something really bad to deserve this ?,or is it just they were so entertained when they  make alliance and smash someone from behind? , Talk about rumors and Judging people?. What do they want? And if what they want finally happens? How will it affect their lives in a special way?, will they earn something? Money? Happiness? Love?, basically they are still just “Someone “ – someone you can never trust again .

These people I call Back stabbers, Insecure, Potential devils AND CHISMOSA.

 "What Goes around comes around thou, wait for your Karma , i'll be sitting here and ill be watching you"

How do you want your next five years to be ?
do you wanna have a lot of car ? a mansion ?
do you wanna go somewhere else?do you wanna travel the world?
do you wanna get married?and have kids ?
do you wanna be  promoted in your job?
do you wanna get million dollars?


 When i was asked how do i want my next five years to be ? , i simply answer , i just wanted to be alive and continue living, i wanted to create new happiness, keep the old ones,catch my dreams and be contented on what i got  .being alive and continue living  means.basically  i wanted to get married,wear long beautiful gown,and have lots and lots of kids,i wanted to get married but most importantly i wanted to be a Wife and a Mother, i wanted to have a car,a brand new one,but its never important for me having a lot , just having one that can bring me and my family to any places we want to, i wanted to have my own house ,with a Big beautiful kitchen, and a stunning Garden ,  but never wanted to have a mansion,  rather i dreamed having a Home,.., i wanna go somewhere else with someone i love, i wanna travel the world and see breathtaking places , i never dream of being promoted in my Job , instead i wanted to have my own Business, where i dont have to be the staff , and rather be the Boss,i never dream having bank accounts or million dollars, i just need money i can spend while i am alive.


Fulfilling your dreams and being contented in your life is Happiness,


xx, karuray ligaya ♥

At some point , you've just got to jump

you've got to quit being scared of the "what if's" and the" maybe's"

and just fucking jump, quit thinking of what other people might comment

quit cheating yourself out of the best thing that could ever happen 

to you, and just fall, fall hard, fall long 

and fall forever ..

BANGON PILIPINAS

Respect Observation

Ilang beses mo ng narinig sa tanan ng buhay mo ang mga katagang ito ? “mas matanda sya sayo , kaya igalang mo”.as far as I am concerned respect cannot be  measured by how old you are existing in this world , because not all the people older than you deserves to be respected !,at kapag mas bata ka hindi ka na rerespetuhin ganon ?less respect ?I grew up hearing this line and it really annoys me , whenever I have to defend myself  from someone , who did wrong and really offended me , people will say , hey respect him he’s older than you” or “could you just please shut up? Kahit pa mali sya mas matanda sya sayo !”igalang mo!see ,no matter how rude that person is to you, kapag mas matanda hindi ka pwede pumalag ? ,as if talo ka na kasi nga ikaw 20 palang sya 40 na? More experience? bakit ? Bakit ? “MAS MATANDA?” mas nauna nyang nakita ang estatwa ni jose rizal sa luneta kesa sayo ?that’s totally inhuman ! for me that’s so unfair, remember that we are all straight and everyone ; ke bata ,matanda ,ka edad should be treated fairly.

If you are fighting for what is right ,  if you are fighting for your RIGHTS , you don’t have to be afraid of  defending yourself regardless of whether that person is much older than you ,much richer or whatever. God Created Human Fairly, then live fairly.

if you are a boss,of course you are respected by your staff ,if you're a mother or a father you are respected by your children , if you are the president you are respected by your countrymen that's something involuntary, BUT if you want that thing to be continuously present, if you want to be respected for life ; then be good and do your job and respect others as much as you want to be respected !  Well I am not talking about the "word" in general, because of course each and every one of us should be respected in any way, but in the same sense and the point is  if you want to be respected , then learn also learn how to respect others, keep in mind that respect is not imposed, you cannot force someone to respect you, but it is rather GAINED..

-karurayligayaspeaks

#inspired by someone who never respect me simply because i am younger .

  “ When  I talk to a farmer, I talk like a farmer , when I talk to a lawyer , I talk like a lawyer , when I talk to a prisoner , I’ll talk like a prisoner ,when i talk to an angel , i talk like an angel and when I talk to a killer , I might end up in jail“

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ART

by : karuray ligaya♥

Hello Paradise : BORACAY

Sa Kamay ng Pagibig

Paano ba malalaman pag inlove ka na nga ?how do you know that this is it?how do you know when finally someone unlocked your heart?

INlove na ba ako ?

Karuray ligaya says :

You’re inlove if  :

1) the first and the last thing comes in your mind each time you go to bed and each time you wake up is him/her.

2) you are Jealous , jealous in a good way ,  you doesn’t want to see him with another girl. Everybody knows too much jealousy is one form of possessiveness, but sometimes jealousy is one good sign of being inlove.

3)you wanted to talk to him/her all day long , endless conversations , you wanted to be updated what’s happening on her life every single min. your day can never be complete without each other.

4) you are willing to do everything , without him asking for it , without her demanding for something, you have that initiative to do everything just to keep that person in your life. thats  definitely love.

5) building dreams  together with that person where you want your next ten , twenty or even the next hundred years of your life to be with that person , a day without him makes you so terrible.

6) you become a better person, when love finally arrives youll see the beauty of life. you care , you care for everything , you wanted to take care of him/her always. you just care.

7) you wanted to see him all day, you want to be with him the soonest possible time,to quote a line from a movie” when you met the person you wanted to share your life with , you’d want the rest of your life to begin immediately, because not spending the time with the one you love feels like a lifetime”

8) Happiness,you don’t know why ?, YOU ARE JUST HAPPY , when you think of him / her you suddenly smile.you caught yourself smiling with no reason at all. Just thoughts of that person can make your day oh so sweet .because indeed Love brings joy.

9) Inspiration , the one you chooses to be with you In every step of the way inspires you to be someone better than ever before, he brings out the best in you, she can make you do things you are afraid to do for the longest of time.

10) with that person ,you become someone else ,  you become a person in your parallel world , imagine becoming a cook when you’re not ? Imagine being responsible when you barely save money ?, imagine being a happy go lucky without thinking what’s right and what’s wrong - to someone mature enough to do only the right thing ! when you met that person everything changes , it’s not about being a good cook or money at all ,but the fact that you consider his/her perspective and opinions  in life that’s absolutely LOVE .

 Thers no better words to describe love ,  but as soon as you feel it , that feeling can change your life forever , fireworks, butterflies , colors , you’ll see all the things in such a wonderful way .we can never say how long it’s going to last, but we are hoping,  we want to keep the feeling for the rest of our lives.

and when you feel it , as soon as you have it , keep it ,
fall in love, fall so hard,love as deep as the sea, love like never before , love as wide as the universe,endless... infinite.

karuray ligaya ♥

and finally i twist my heart round again,finally someone made me realize that better things can happen,finally someone made me realize that doing the right thing and being happy at the same time are not really expensive .finally i met someone who can turn my world up side down, without me dropping everything, finally something really wonderful happened in my life.

i want you to take my hand . take me to paradise with you...<3

I woke up with his name in my mind, and now i'll be sleeping ,still with his name ..but this time in my heart ♥

Random photo diary-July

what would you want to say to someone who hurt you?

down into the depths of my soul ...
and with all my heart
i Forgive you ..

you don't have to be in-love ,in writing things about love , i guess you just gotta have someone who inspire you.

Seriously,BE PROUD

This insecurity  kills ;

Have you ever been in a situation, where you are so down, and you question almost everything in your life that seems to be imperfect, things that gives you headache and stress., these insecurities formed by nature, media, and people around you, these things that you knew perfectly beautiful to others but to you apparently not, if you do , then you are insecure , insecure to yourself,

 that sucks , that even kills you mentally and emotionally, well let me share with you one of the thoughts I got from a random quote I saw  from someone’s shirt  “BE HAPPY OF WHAT YOU GOT”, and yes indeed , be happy and… Just be happy,

 if you don’t have slim body , like what Victoria secrets models have , YOU ARE STILL SEXY, seriously eat whatever you want, you are still sexy ,if you are worried no one might like you , no one might ask you out, and date you , seriously those who will ask you out , is absolutely a prince, they will look at you for what you are, and not for what looks you’ve got.

If you think you are too old to do this , to do that , remember age is just a number ,I can learn swing even when im 60, tell yourself I can learn how to play piano even when im 40, I can do whatever I want  , I don’t care.

If you don’t have a car , if your savings  doesn’t meet her expectations ; then leave , you don’t have to prove anything for her to like you , after all you can earn what she ask for , but she , she  never  deserve to have you .

Is you are small, be proud , if you are too big , BE MORE PROUD,

If you can’t sing , SING It out Loud , yes sing like a pro, sing everywhere ,anywhere

If you want to dance , but you can’t ,then be someone else,sing ! , if you can’t then STILL DANCE ,dance like no one is looking at you , like thers no tomorrow,

If you don’t have that pointed nose , stand straight and say “yan ay dahil ,PINOY AKO !” atleast be proud of your ethnicity

If you have scars on your leg : wear shorts , wear minis serioiusly.you don’t have to cover those, be proud and say “these are my coin collection” haha- oww you must be so rich :D

If you have that thick eyebrows, very pouty lips and, wow you must be very lucky beautiful , others needs to spent money to re-form those.

If your hair doesn’t fall down so well ,if it doesn’t go the way like on how in shampoo commercial girls hair does,seriously stop going to saloon every week , stop browsing the latest hair trend of kim chui ,or whoever, be proud because you don’t have to have a beautiful hair to look awesome , because you already are.

If you are not so stylish , if you can’t afford to buy those fancy dresses, wear your old  sneakers , shirt and a pair of jeans, because you don’t have to wear the most expensive dress to be a beauty queen , as long as you are comfortable you are Beautiful.

If you don’t have white skin ,If you have darker skin than everyone else, wear orange and  Be proud, seriously, stop buying those expensive soaps and lotions, those were chemicals ,believe me spent those money for somethin else buy FOOD !, Be Proud because God didn’t cook everyone so well, Haha

if you can’t afford to buy the latest gadget or the most expensive bag everyone has, then use the old ones , create new trend ,never ever follow the crowd, let the crowd follow you .

if you think you are too ugly for someone , Please be reminded you ARE So Beautiful to somebody else.

If you don’t believe it , You are amazing

If you don’t want to hear it , you are wonderful

When no one else say this : you are Fantastic!

When you never heard this : you are Great

And If you still don’t know, YOU ARE so BEAUTIFUL

 Karuray Ligaya xoxoxoxo

Article 101 - BAKIT NGA BA MAHAL KITA ; Ngunit ...

Mahal kita , at gusto kong  ipag sigawan sa Mundo na mahal na mahal kita NGUNIT …

Ngunit, subalit, datapwat bagkus..

At ang sigaw ng mga taong litong lito , gulong gulo , at nangangailangan ng malinaw pa sa Wilkins distilled drinking water na sagot  ; BAKEETTTTTTTTTTTT !

Masyado akong inspirado , Sa dami ng kaibigan kong naghinge na ng payo, nag kwento at nag labas ng sama ng loob , tungkol sa pagkalito , pag ka gulo at pagkabaliw nila sa mga taong nagbigay ng kalituhan sa buhay nila kung bakit hanggang ngayon hindi sila mapangatawanan ng mga taong ; una ng nagsabing “Mahal Sana kita Ngunit…”

Karamihan sa mga taong nalagay na nga sa alanganin ay iisa lang ang tanong ..

“PERO BAKETT ?”

Isa isahin natin ang dahilan :

Mahal Kita Ngunit :

1) Masyado pa kong Bata para pumasok sa relasyon -> e hanggang kelan ka ba nya aantayin pag lumabas na yung card mo ng senior citizen ?

-Masyado akong matanda para sayo, you deserve someone your age –>marunong ka pa sa kanya , e ikaw nga mahal nya eh !

- Hindi pa ko ready pumasok sa relationship , Baka masaktan ka lang -> Shabu pa !, hindi mo pala kaya , pero mahal mo sya , SHABU PA !

2)  Hindi kasi tayo bagay Mayaman ka , Mahirap lang ako(Langit ka at lupa lang ako !) -> ayaw mo nun ? , hindi mo na kailangang magtrabaho package na yan oi ! o baka naman talag gusto mo lang maglaro ng langit lupa?

3) Masyado kang maganda/Gwapo para sakin -> Mas pangit ka na nga Choosy ka pa eh noh ?

4)  Strict kasi ang parents ko , saka na daw pag graduate na ko -> Pag Graduate ka na  kasal na sya !

5) Hindi ko pa kasi sya maiwan ,pero mahal na rin kita -> Ayos ah ano ka nanalo na sa lotto , gusto mo pa pati sa jueteng , ang gwapo mo ah , Utang ng Loob MAMILI KA NA !.kung hindi mo kayang mamili , magpakamatay ka na.

6) Hindi ko alam pero , this isn’t right ->  Hindi mo nga alam , tapos this isn’t right ? , gaguhan ba to ?

-) I find it so physically Awkward -> ay taray e! BIG WORD !.andami mong alam, kung insecure ka sa sarili mo wag mo sya idamay , dahil sya mahal ka lang nya  , sabi nga magpapantay din naman kayo sa kama , LOL

- I want you to be Happy->Sinabi mong mahal mo sya , nahulog sya sayo , at ngayon iiwan mo sya ,? Anung kagaguhan ang pag sasabi ng I want you to be happy , kungiiwan mo sya after all ?Billy Crawford ikaw ba  yan ?

7)  Natatakot ako baka pag sinabi ko , Mareject lang ako ->ay  walang masama sa pag tra-try ! , ikaw nga araw araw  umaasa sa Lotto , sa pag ibig pa kaya .DUWAG !..

8) Ayaw ko kasing masira ang pag kakaibigan natin -> bakit masisisra? , Lelevel up nga eh , ayaw nyo nun , may benefits na ..LOL

9) Natatakot kasi ako , baka saktan mo lang ako, Lokohin at Iwan -> well hindi natin masisisi yung iba , pero Its worth the risk , Malay mo diba mag work , EDI SAYANG !

10) Kasal pa ko sa kanya -> ay Tangina mo ! Salawahan !

- Mahal ko rin kasi sya ->  Mamatay ka na !

So what am I saying ?Maliban sa number 10, wala akong nakikitang dahilan kung bakit may mga taong hanggang ngayon , patuloy na nagpapaasa, Nagbibigay sakit ng ulo at dilemma , sa mga taong pinaibig nila , pero hindi nila kayang  pangatwanan ,kung mahal mo ang isang tao , hindi handlang  ang HITSURA , EDAD, kataasan sa buhay at kung ano ano pa , naniniwala ako na ang pag mamahal ay isang bagay na hindi naghihitay , dahil hindi mo sasayangin ang bawat oras na wala sya , at hindi ka mabubuhay ng isang araw ng wala sya , kalokohan ang pag sasabi ng mahal kita kaya , kaya kong mag hintay kahit pa sa dulo ng walang hanggang, gago e di hindi na kayo nagsama ? anu yung guniguning pagibig?, at hindi tumitingin sa kung ano pang dahilan , walang ngunit ngunit , walang bakit bakit ,Kung mahal mo ang isang tao Be Proud and say it to the world !.

At kung hindi naman , mainam lang na bigyan ng closure lahat ng bagay , para walang umaasa, at walang luluha sa huli . Tama?

Lakas ko maka article ng ganito , ako nga di makasabi ..haha

Karuray ligaya,

Inspired by :

bitterness 2013 

xoxo

I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.- Audrey Hepburn